I have not posted to my blog in a long while. today I feel the urge I need to share something with not just my friend to whom this post is directed. but I want to share this with the larger world.
This is for all those who have suffered losses.
I send this with light and love to all.
Getting over something is truly relative. the more you grieve can often have a direct proportion to the meaning the loss had to your life. Loosing a child means losing a future , what children that child would have brought to your life. what son in law they would have had , all of those things are enhancements to ones living. enhancements to one's life experience. losing that is immeasurable. Losing a marriage is also like that. you lose future experiences future children whether born or adopted, also loss of extended relatives. so having both losses in a year is hard to fathom, hard to go through. Because these are both a loss of LOVE. Love does make us blind but learning to view through the heart chakra not so much through the concept of love is a better way of approaching love. In love you can love someone and also know its ok they are with someone else because on an essential level you and them are not alligned for the highest good for either of you. You have to be strong enough to live with out a love that is not right, not every love should be explored in the context of sexuality, some things must be approached a purely spiritual level. Spiritual beings must keep love in balance not let it overwhelm our senses and sensibility. Parental love is all encompassing from the moment that child is born and brought to your breast its the love you defend you sacrifice mind body and soul for its the deepest of all loves. Most people who do not get to be parents, find it hard to conceive and understand this love. and its also the worst love to have broken because its as if the child was like a second sun and the warmth and love revolving around this sun has been obliterated. and your galaxy is destroyed wasteland spinning out of control and you have become an ice planet where nothing can seem to grow. all hope , all the thousands of futures are gone in a heartbeat. This type of loss is un endurable. you can not endure it with out a great change to your mental outlook and visual perspective you come out of this loss quite changed. This type of love is also Blinding. Your heart chakra has been greatly challenged. You have to remember all parents never want to let their children go. not for any reason. we hold on to the aspect that the child is an extension of our life essence. an Extension of very life. they are an expression an avatar if you will of our selves. we see our selves in them, we see our genes though them they are like a time capsule of those family members both present and from the past. and ourselves to our own parents were also that type of reflection. That type of avatar to them. and those that came before us. Remember we do not live as an island. One lives as an micro ecosystem. in a macro ecosystem and what we bring into the microecosystem effects every aspect of the system. and the larger ecosystem migrates other micro ecosystems to the sphere of our systems and depending on the vibration or energy of these externals systems it can enhance or be destructive. Sometimes that right energy increases our territory (there is a prayer for that in the book of jabez) or sometimes it shrinks our territory. Right now you have had a shrinkage of territory and now having a great flood and you have gone into your ark to preserve what you can, an unfortunately you loss some key beings that you want to have in this world, these are heart breaking losses,however their time was up and not destined to be apart of this next aspect of your journey. Darling girl, when the water subsides you will have a new land to begin anew upon. a new earth to plant in, and roots with which to grow in. so remember to really evaluate spiritually in reflection what you plant in your garden so it creates a beautiful place to be for yourself and those who want to visit your ecosystem. Review all of this through your heart chakra, you will find healing and rebalance your love. I hope you can take some solace in that in the end we always go back to the source and we reunite with the loves that we want most to be with at the journey's end. Until then, view things through the gaze of love and understand when these sad and tragic events occur, things happen for the highest good. things end and begin for the highest good.
"Sometimes to create, one must first destroy. '
David 8 -Prometheus (2012)
I hope your healing continues and progresses bit by bit each day. sending you sisterly love, hugs, and hope.
